What's Inside This FUCKIN Blog?

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Why?

Ive met a friend online and he has been very open about his relationship. So i felt like opening my own story as well. The conversation lasted for quite sometime...and again made me think of my bf and the fight we had the other day. Anyhow, Ive realized that he had just been out of a relationship. And I was moved by his story and the last words he said was.."Please dont make your relationship be like ours" heres a compiled video of higgy and diggy.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Music Of The Night

The idols this week tried a very edgy and very difficult theme... this time theyre into musicals. David Cook made his own version from Phantom of the Opera and i find it so captivating. i dont know about you but i find this song so sweet that i almost got teary-eyed after listening to it. I have been a Cook fan and always will be till the end of this season.. win or lose.
Music Of The Night

Thursday, May 1, 2008

I am my own Chef

Today I went to IKEA and bought some things for my apartment. Then I started to think since I also bought goodies for my kitchen, how about if I'll start to cook again. When I was back in Cebu, my Grandmom cooked a very nice dish...seriously I forgot whats it called.. but im sure it sounded like "Sinagang" Damn, its way far from Thai's "Tom Yam Soup" or the Frenchs' "Escargot" or Golden Fork's "Boullabaise Soup"

Well, for you guys who doesnt know whats in it....its baby pork knuckle chopped then simmered to tenderness (or shall I say) a Tamarind base paste to taste and lots of Tomatoes. with pounded Taro for the soups thickness and consistency, chopped raddish, eggplant and chili? (optional) (wtf? I sounded like my mom. hehehe)

Hmm I really dont know if I mentioned all the stuff in there, but as far as I know those were the main ingredients of my Nanas recipe. Besides, Im proud to say Ive cooked and made it (in an amateurish kind of way hehehe.) And Im also sure it certainly looks like this pic. Anyway, have a nice dinner/lunch whatever.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Certified Parents

My boyfriend and I adopted an American Pitbull Terrier and named her after the singer Cassie. I cant believe were already parents.....of course in our own silly and unique way. Our baby is sooo cute. I cant wait to get my hands on her. Oh before I forget... she has a cousin. a Shih Tzu. My boyfriend calls her Whammie..I call her the MOP. hehehe. Anyway, here are the pics.. The BULL and the MOP

The snob thug!
My Hubby and our baby! Aww!I want my Daddy TimPretty In REDDont' hate me because I am Beautiful!My Hubby and Whammie (the mop)Aww, look at those poppy eyes!I mean, I don't know about you! but haven't you seen a dog smile?The LOVE of my life

Friday, April 25, 2008

The Good Ol' Days

I had a quick swim yesterday in one of the beaches here with some friends. it was fun and it made me remember my homies in bahrain a few years back. back when I was still much confused (wink-wink). Anyhow, my hubby has seen these pictures and he feels like joining me in the nude. lol (we'll get there, just hang on and keep your fingers rossed)

tim, kenny, michael ---oooh steaming jacuzzi..nice.

gotcha!!! timmy playing with the bubbles and his weiner! lol



Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Youll never know

that hunky neighbor of yours......that bus driver........that newspaper guy......... that mailman...... Youll never know.

Jackass Duo....the amateur version

I just found these guys on youtube and I’m totally transfixed. I mean, I'm hard pressed to come up with an explanation but somehow that doesnt bother me. They're so oddly oddly specific about what they're doing and they have so much conviction about it that I actually find them strangely comforting. Essentially, their work is more or less genius. Some of it is a bit slow in parts but I mean, they’re completely insane and I just love it.They’re sort of a Gilbert and George meets Jackass pair. I mean, what a combination. Excellent work, boys. MTV here they should be coming.

Im F*cking Matt Damon

Fuck, dont think that I really get to fuck the Bourne celeb. As a matter of fact he is at the top of my list of fantasy-sex-partners. Last night, I was browsing Youtube and to my surprise, somebody gets to fuck him first. :,( *sigh* Check the fuckin video. im laughing my crack off! LOL

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Here comes the hot steppers!!

I was talking to my boyfriend about Step Up 2. and fuck, we cant stop watching the movie again and again. in fairness to my bf's girlie taste (lol), hes into cassie's "is it you?" the song is cool too. (wink-wink). but my favorite scene from the movie is incomparable. here it is.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Frustrated DJ


I have been a fan of DJ Dread of Liverpool. Everytime he'll come to HI i would definitely be the first to get the tickets. He is just simply the mix guru of all time. The trancic beats makes you bob your head like a doggie on the dashboard. LOL. heres a pic of me doing the same SHIT. hehehe. DJ DrEaD thanks for the inspiration.


American Idol update.

Last week the idols go for Mariah Carey hits. David Cook who has been my favorite this season tried a different kind of twist with the song. Anyway, he pulled it through and still sounded great.

Always Be My Baby - David Cook version

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Wicked!!!

ive made my own design and got myself a html code.. but the question is... how am i going to put this one on my page? hubs, do you know anything about html's? waaahhh! i need HELP. Anyone?


My bet on Idols

i have been an avid fan of this guy. he really does know how to make his music go upside down. in other words, REINVENTION. it all started when he sang this ever classic song from Michael Jackson. at first i really didnt notice how the song go... but the lyrics were kinda familiar.. not till he sang the chorus.

here you go... David Cook with his own version of Billie Jean

watch also his previous song entry a rendition of Lionell Ritchie's "Hello"

oh the last video is for my hubby...."hello, is it me youre looking for?" ........now don't tell me its corny you dipshit!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Travelling Boyfriend; Future Husband

after i chatted with my boyfriend yesterday, my dad phoned up. its been ages that we havent spent time together. and since i was feeling hungry so, i decided to dine out with them (mom is kinda lazy to cook some decent meal for her boys today. hehehe) on my way out, i still keep thinking about jin... i was thinking how our life would be without each other.....thinking about all the negative flaks from people. and also about that recent incident. (oh btw, the bestfriend of that girl sent me an email and said. it wasnt me. shes NOT pregnant after all) and that made me mad and upset......and disappointed. i dont know....

in a few minutes, i will be meeting my folks in a local restaurant.

when i stepped in, i glanced around. but no mom and dad. grrrrr theyre late. so i made myself comfortable and took a table at the corner for three. the place was kinda new (as far as i can remember few years back) but then i realized the place was still the same it had just been refurbished and renovated.

what stucked to my attention was this picture on the wall. its more or likely a vintage photograph of women. and as i read along the caption, it brings back the smile in my face...

(This is a picture taken in 1920 of Japanese women who had come to Hawaii to marry -- without ever knowing their future husband. They are known as "travel brides".)

see, feeling sorry about the situation and stuff isnt that bad after all. even though im a travelling boyfriend, at least this time i knew on who i want to be with when i get older., at least this time i know who will be my future husband. lol

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Another fave song

chris daughtry is just quite an exceptional guy especially when it comes to music. he has touched a million of hearts with the song "home" and now hes touched mine with this song.
Over You - Chris Daughtry

The Amazing LEONA LEWIS

its almost a week now since im back here in hawaii. yesterday, was a very sad day for me.. i havent really explained to my boyfriend to what really had happened (of course i cant tell you). anyway, i was then stucked to this girl on the radio. and she sounded awesome. i felt like she was talking to me. ive waited for the song to end till the dj mentioned her name. LEONA LEWIS. after that, i rushed to my laptop and searched for her in youtube. here it is.. and heres the song.

Monday, April 14, 2008

I am so PISSED-OFF!


it has been a very bad timing for me this year. i thought everything is in its place... but i was wrong. i got this job out of nowhere and i was happy for a short period of time. i bought a car , moved to another apartment.. i mean everything was supposed to go along. but then one day, something came up and that i have to move again. i hate this fuckin lifestyle. im like a freakin nomad. without a proper discussion with my boyfriend i flew back to the states. (he doesnt even know im back here already)


now, im back here in hawaii. i couldve called him but i still cant since i have to go grab another sim card for me to call abroad. which i dont have any plans of buying coz i dont know when i will be dispatched again. (ive heared i will be going to bahrain next)


anyway, ill just keep you guys posted. and to my boyfriend, IM REALLY SORRY i havent called. ill just give you a very loooooooooooooooooooooong email soon.


i love you.


timmy


(ps. the baby picture is for my boss)

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Pictures.....




My boyfriend has been very demanding lately....and still, I understand......sometimes. lol He has been very eager to see what I look like now. anyway, here are some shots from m y phone.... hope youre satisfied with these two. Oi, before I forget, ...I think youve forgotten something.... figure it out.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Im Back!

Hey, its good to have myself hooked onto the keyboard once again after quite sometime. My job keeps me tied up to the things that i wanted to do.....which is blogging. lol. i cant even check out some mails from my boyfriend. but dont ever think that our communication stopped. its still there and we still keep on talking every now and then. i even talked to him yesterday right after i came out from the hospital. Yikes! the weather here is killing me. its soo fuckin cold.
anyway, ill update this blog once in a while... ill just keep you guys posted.
ciao

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Im already Here (sob, sob, sob...sniff, sniffer)




So tired and exhausted, I made it here in Abu Dhabi International Airport. Fuck, I haven’t even enjoyed the in-flight goodies. Was sleeping for the entire journey. (of course they woke me up for meals) Abu Dhabi is four hours minus to Philippines’ time. Anyway, I arrived here on Nov 1 at exactly 9:30 PM (1:30 AM Nov 2 Phils.)



So I have to adjust again with my body clock and was sleeping again for the rest of that day. When I woke up, I tried to put on my laptop then I guess there was a wireless link nearby so I tired to make it online. Was hoping to see my boyfriend but sad to say, he wasn’t around. But a very good friend was.(Miggy)was chatting for a while. but I think the connection isn’t that as fast I thought, checked my emails and voila! I have tons from him.YAY!! and BOO! Fuck, I lost the fuckin signal! I was even in the middle of reading my email. Then it froze for a while then that’s it.



Archie came to my room and asked if I wanted anything to eat. Ill just have a Mac and Pepsi. So he went out to grab some grub.


Lyin on my bed still kept on thinking about him. The next thing I knew I was already listening to this song and it made me want to cry right then and there.



PS. I have seen your email already its good to know you already recieved the ring. ill post the picture here soon....and hey! FUCK!!!! G4M is blocked in here.




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HOME

Another summer day

Is come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane

Another sunny placeI’m lucky I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

But this was not your dream

But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

And even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel alone

Oh, let go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home

Let me go homeIt will all right

I’ll be home tonightI’m coming back home